Souvenirs

You never know how strong you are, until being strong is all you got.

I ask for being strong all the time, well here is the Lord's way of showing and teaching of how strong I can become.

And I will become strong, but now Lord.. OH LORD! IN WHAT HAVE I GOT INTO?! Its scary and unsafe, and unknown... but I don't want to keep pretending, lying, ignoring nor faking.

Its enough, I got to let someone in finally, let my truth, my pain, finally take a souvenir shop, so my wounds can heal, so I can sincerely look into my past and don't feel hatred nor vengeance (my sweet combustion).