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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Issues, Issues

Please take me as i'm crazy or if i'm total lunatic, but i just can't resist just to ignore all of this. My chest trembles and my stomach aches like hell, so why would i shut up all this emotions i today posses.

How could you tell that you love, and yet again destroy and hurt the one thing that i love the most, how can you tell that you truly deeply care for me if at the end the day you just don`t care, how can you even look at my eyes and tell that is everything is going the get better.

Oh, you hypocrite asshole!!! How dare you lie straight to my face and tell that you love me! How can you even dare to hold, and kiss me!! How can you!!!

Throught all this i tried to ignore all this emotions and all this feeling, yes... oh yes... IGNORE! But you try and try and try to take out the worst of me, the crazy, the offensive, the bipolar and specially the evil of me... Please don't get me wrong, you might hurt me alot, but believe I enjoy all of your failures and disasters, that brings all the joy to my life.

But Daddy?.... oh Daddy... would you ever change? Oh wait... you don't care at all, why should you change, why should you even care? You deceipful man, a true actor are indeed before my eyes and a true joker.

You can change my mind with such a dirty smile and such a hypocrite hug, oh yes! That's you, but this... this time, you just fucked big time, and believe i´m enjoying every second, every minute and every hour, just to see your shameless face, be trashed in front, and yes.. oh yes... this time you do need love , and this time you do need patience, tolerance, and other virtues that you just trashed in me.

Oh yes... like sweet, sweet Juliet said: "Oh, happy dagger, this is thy sheath; there rust and let me die. "

Could you ever love like that, just to die for the one you care.... oh believe... i truly believe you wouldn't even dare... right? oh wait... what are the words you always say: " There is always life, and it continues, so why should you stop?"

Believe me for me, if you would ever stop, i would never ever look back and remember you... my true issue in this life

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