My Family Portrait

now that i look back and see,
all the shattered pieces of the portrait of my family,
it causes a great pain inside,
and its becoming really hard to hide.

its something that is taking too long to adapt,
all the divisions, departures and that awful contrat,
i'm grateful of who've i become,
but is now that is hitting me that this is not my home.

all i know that everything has a cause,
and i know that Lord is watching me becoming stronger.

but tears of pain and sorrow travel around my face,
i will learn to cope with this empty space,
strength and grace is all i posses now.

how i miss those moments to be capture in my family portrait album