The Postal Service - Sleeping In

Changes...

Overall, this year has included a lot of changes in my life, that I continously forgot to actually evaluate them, until and I concluded that it wasn't such a bad year, it was different to what I expected that's for sure.

Through all this time, I met so many wonderful people, that actually made me become such a better person, not the ordinary people that you might find in a mall, a coffee shop or in glamorous event, individuals that are always hidden from that social circles but quite extraordinary individuals, just thinking of them, it makes me smile and laugh.... *giggles*

Also mom and pops, they kinda figured out what to do with there situation, and home actually does not seem to be anymore like world war 3 scenario, its really less hostile and a bit more peaceful (way too peaceful sometimes).

Pops... yeah.... he still drinks but after our last "accident", I think he stopped and analized that he was actually losing one the few individuals that actually cares for him no matter what... and yeah I must admit I trully love him (in my own little wicked way XD)

Mom....oh well... that is quite a different situation, we just became really apart, now she is just, the image of what my childhoood memories strongly cling. I still depend on her for a lot of things specially for picking dresses, picking leggings(that i accidently bought way too big for me) *smirks* make-up tips and yeah...boy issues *laughs*

Talking about boys, yeah, actually the boy that I thought that it was the one, it ended being somebody's elses "one" *sigh* but in general, I thought I was not going to be ok, but it totally went the other way, now I know that is ok to be alone.

He was a great guy, he taught me so many things about me, and also about what a real relationship is, its kinda sad that I thought he was the one that I was gonna grow old with him, but I guess he prepared me for the next person that comes in my life, I just know that the next boy will be the one, and God knows that I'm praying... so... who-ever you are here are some tips:
- I love sunflowers
- I love handmade things
- I love purple
- I love honesty
- I love simple things, less is always more
- I love poems, specially quotes
- I love borings things
- I love coffee
- I love fluffy things
- I love cheese
- I love God, beyong everything else

~xoxo kids!